My sister shared this thread from a twitter post with me and it was talking about the different soulmates you meet during your life, and I absolutely know its true that you can have more than one soulmate, both romantic and platonic. Getting older I've realized that all relationships are about connections. I think growing up and going through trials has always brought forth the people in my life that know a different side of me, a more intuitive side. I get taken aback when I talk to them, because I forget how well they actually know me but, then I remember that the connection that we have is much deeper than words.
I honestly thank God for writing. I thank God for writing every single day. I feel like through writing, I've found such a sense of self and have been liberated to be who I really am. I can finally use this voice that I had silenced inside of me for so long, out of fear of being misunderstood. Through writing, I can express myself in the purest form, and thats all I've ever wanted in life, in a career and in any friendship or relationship.
I had a guy this weekend sit with me and go on and on telling me about how much money I can make if I do this, or go into this career, or sacrifice this for this, for this many years doing this. And I was honestly so irritated and anxious, because life and happiness for me has nothing to do with money and I'm willing to make sacrifices for things, yes. But only for what I'm most passionate about, whether that be a person, a career, or a feeling. Otherwise, you end up following someone else's path, and living someone else's dream life.
I know I said that some connections you just can't be put into words. But It's kinda like, have you ever heard your whole life in the lyrics to a song? If not, I don't know if we're on the same page... 💋